...the friendship that is the best

OUR OWN STORY

I thought college life is boring

lonesome and very tiresome

until I found these people

who made my college world enjoyable.

Our friendship is just simple

we do things together 

we eat together

we even cry together.

I hope and I pray

that this friendship will be forever

'cause this is the kind of friendship 

that I want to last forever.

...remnants of the past...

REMNANTS OF THE PAST

Who were you back then?

Who are you right now?

it's like coming face to face with a stranger

Is this really who you are?

When before I had wished for this 

I regret it now

to see you turned into someone else

I'd rather be trapped forever in one time,

the time when you were the you back then.

Some say you changed for the better

but I think otherwise

Is it because I don't like the new you?

Or because I missed the old you?

you used to have philosophies

only you seemed to believe

but now somehow they ceased to exist

Were you just pretending before?

I guess no one could hurt more than I do

it's because I have loved the past you.

...too late

TOO LATE

When everything starts to break down

and fear is the only thing you have

when only pain can be felt

and hope is nowhere to be found

I guess it's time to stop 

and take one deep breath

take yourself back to the beginning of it all

do it before you start to fall.

Because once it's all too late

everything will not wait

get up and make your move

know your strength inside of you

you have the power to change your fate

do it before it's all too late.

When the day dies and becomes night

the cold, vague darkness eats up the light

nothing is as it seems

and everything's just a waste

wake up from this nightmare

this is not the end but the beginning of it all

stand up, refuse to take the fall

for you have the power to change the worst

before it's too late

to stop it all.

THE STORY OF MY TEARS

THE STORY OF MY TEARS

by: mhereal

I'm writing you this letter

that you may understand better

the words I cried

yesterday when we said goodbye.

Listen now as I begin

open your heart and let me in

lend me your ears

and feel the pain.

It's been a year 

since we first met

you said "Hi"

I said "Hello".

Eventually, we became friends

talked a lot without end

spent some time together

and finally got it over.

Every day while we're together

happiness comes closer

everything that we do

makes me feel we're secured and true.

Until the day I found you there

hugging and kissing her

my heart was broken into pieces

all I've felt was pain and sadness.

It took me some time

to know your crime

and now that your proven guilty

I think it's time to set me free.

You explained things one by one

trying to put back what's gone

but sorry boy, I'm not a fool 

once is enough for me to learn.

You said you'll always love me

but still you've hurt me

I thought we're perfect

now, there's no more magic.

I thought we're strong 

but I was wrong

'til yesterday I made what's right

never mind my tears tonight.

simple stare

SIMPLE STARE

by: mhereal

I saw you today

walking down the way

I tried to get your stare

but I saw that you didn't care

Oh, how my heart aches

I really dont exist to you.

I feel so sad

I am so down

that you can't give me

just a simple stare

boy, please 

don't make me feel like this

just for your simple stare.

Until one time 

you bumped unto me

you said that you are sorry

you helped me up and introduced yourself

you even flashed a smile

and we have talked for awhile.

After that, when we have met again

you didn't notice me anymore

I felt stupid

I'm like a fool

hoping for someone

that can't even give me a simple stare.

a hearts dilemma

A HEARTS DILEMMA

by: mhereal

Looking at you at a distance

makes my heart dance

every beat speaks your name

every pump erases all worries and pain.

Every time you pass by

I also feel my heart fly

and every smile you show

makes my world go slow.

I know it's stupid

I know it's wrong

but what if I'm on my way believing

that I am already falling.

I don't want to

but what can I do?

if that's the way you make me feel

and if I take it just too real.

That every morning, as I wake up

the thought of you makes me pause and stop

every time I close my eyes

all I see is you and me.

Why do I keep on dreaming?

Why does my heart keep on hoping?

dreaming the impossible

hoping like a fool.

Constantly, you're on my mind

 making you a part of me

and no matter what I do

day by day, I just keep on missing you.

Am I into something?

Is this a feeling worth having?

A song worth singing?

Or just a tear not worth shedding?

The day I saw you with her

my heart started breaking

and in silence I cry, thinking

 Why is love so damaging?

Since that day

I avoided this feeling

I now learned that love can be so tormenting

seeing my own self slowly dying.

And now I know

dreams can't become realities

there is no such thing as fantasy

and fairy tales are only stories.

Time heal all wounds

they often say

others may say it'll soon be okay

but what if the wound stays?

: for the best mom ever...

A DAUGHTER'S POEM

by: mhereal

Dark clouds are coming

I know, rain will soon be pouring

Lightning will soon be striking

Strong winds will soon be blowing.

And as darkness covers my all

I look around for some soul

But I saw no one here

I now feel so alone and bare.

I tried to run and hide

But every time I make a stride

I always stumble that's why I cry

Feeling my heart making a long sigh.

Suddenly I saw some light

Made by a torch shining so bright

I looked around and found you running

You stared and found me crying.

You knelt down and hugged me

You covered me with warmth

Making me feel secured

Shielding me from the storm.

Immediately, just like magic, darkness is gone

The storm now calmed

I looked up and found you still there

I know you wont leave me scared.

Thank you Mom

For all the things you have done

For protecting me from all harm

and for always keeping me warm.

Thank you Mom 

For the stories and tears we have shared

May it be a lesson to learn

Or just a feeling to burn.

And now that I know

Your support will never withdraw

I gathered another strength to go on

Fighting like a warrior with a great home.

Every step I take

Every goal I make

I know you're always there

Giving me strength with your stare.

I love you Mom

I always will

I promise not to leave you

Even in your deepest sorrow and despair.

I'll always be your only girl

And you'll always be my best Nanay

Don't worry I wont leave you astray

Even when your hair gets gray.

I promise to love you forever Mom

And never will my promise be gone

And you know one thing is for sure

I love you beyond any time and space.

I love you Mom

I love you true

I know I'm blessed

For I have you.

...one of my fears...

FEAR OF BEING A MEMORY

When I was still a little child

I really like to run and hide

So that I cannot taste and see

The real world just in front of me.

And when I begin to grow-up

I have learned when to go and stop

So that I can safely survive

In this traffic road full of lives.

When I think of my tomorrow

Certain coldness and sadness grew

Really have a lonely feeling

I want to keep on denying.

Beyond tomorrow, what could be?

Will I still gonna face and touch thee?

Will I still laugh really loud and lively?

Or simply be a memory.

WHAT TO EXPECT

 What To Expect

             You may be wondering what is my theme for my blog. Well, honestly, I don't know what to write to a blog since I'm new to blogging. But as the days pass by, I have gained some ideas on what can be my theme for my blog. In order for me to be original, I thought of sharing some of my "handmade" poems.

             I consider poems as an expression of ones feelings and beliefs. It's an expression of what you're thinking and even what you're experiencing. I love to write poems because it makes my mind work and it also unleashes my feelings. Poems make me express myself, my feelings and my ideologies.

             I hope you would enjoy reading my poems.