a hearts dilemma

A HEARTS DILEMMA

by: mhereal

Looking at you at a distance

makes my heart dance

every beat speaks your name

every pump erases all worries and pain.

Every time you pass by

I also feel my heart fly

and every smile you show

makes my world go slow.

I know it's stupid

I know it's wrong

but what if I'm on my way believing

that I am already falling.

I don't want to

but what can I do?

if that's the way you make me feel

and if I take it just too real.

That every morning, as I wake up

the thought of you makes me pause and stop

every time I close my eyes

all I see is you and me.

Why do I keep on dreaming?

Why does my heart keep on hoping?

dreaming the impossible

hoping like a fool.

Constantly, you're on my mind

 making you a part of me

and no matter what I do

day by day, I just keep on missing you.

Am I into something?

Is this a feeling worth having?

A song worth singing?

Or just a tear not worth shedding?

The day I saw you with her

my heart started breaking

and in silence I cry, thinking

 Why is love so damaging?

Since that day

I avoided this feeling

I now learned that love can be so tormenting

seeing my own self slowly dying.

And now I know

dreams can't become realities

there is no such thing as fantasy

and fairy tales are only stories.

Time heal all wounds

they often say

others may say it'll soon be okay

but what if the wound stays?