a hearts dilemma

A HEARTS DILEMMA

by: mhereal

Looking at you at a distance

makes my heart dance

every beat speaks your name

every pump erases all worries and pain.

Every time you pass by

I also feel my heart fly

and every smile you show

makes my world go slow.

I know it's stupid

I know it's wrong

but what if I'm on my way believing

that I am already falling.

I don't want to

but what can I do?

if that's the way you make me feel

and if I take it just too real.

That every morning, as I wake up

the thought of you makes me pause and stop

every time I close my eyes

all I see is you and me.

Why do I keep on dreaming?

Why does my heart keep on hoping?

dreaming the impossible

hoping like a fool.

Constantly, you're on my mind

 making you a part of me

and no matter what I do

day by day, I just keep on missing you.

Am I into something?

Is this a feeling worth having?

A song worth singing?

Or just a tear not worth shedding?

The day I saw you with her

my heart started breaking

and in silence I cry, thinking

 Why is love so damaging?

Since that day

I avoided this feeling

I now learned that love can be so tormenting

seeing my own self slowly dying.

And now I know

dreams can't become realities

there is no such thing as fantasy

and fairy tales are only stories.

Time heal all wounds

they often say

others may say it'll soon be okay

but what if the wound stays?

: for the best mom ever...

A DAUGHTER'S POEM

by: mhereal

Dark clouds are coming

I know, rain will soon be pouring

Lightning will soon be striking

Strong winds will soon be blowing.

And as darkness covers my all

I look around for some soul

But I saw no one here

I now feel so alone and bare.

I tried to run and hide

But every time I make a stride

I always stumble that's why I cry

Feeling my heart making a long sigh.

Suddenly I saw some light

Made by a torch shining so bright

I looked around and found you running

You stared and found me crying.

You knelt down and hugged me

You covered me with warmth

Making me feel secured

Shielding me from the storm.

Immediately, just like magic, darkness is gone

The storm now calmed

I looked up and found you still there

I know you wont leave me scared.

Thank you Mom

For all the things you have done

For protecting me from all harm

and for always keeping me warm.

Thank you Mom 

For the stories and tears we have shared

May it be a lesson to learn

Or just a feeling to burn.

And now that I know

Your support will never withdraw

I gathered another strength to go on

Fighting like a warrior with a great home.

Every step I take

Every goal I make

I know you're always there

Giving me strength with your stare.

I love you Mom

I always will

I promise not to leave you

Even in your deepest sorrow and despair.

I'll always be your only girl

And you'll always be my best Nanay

Don't worry I wont leave you astray

Even when your hair gets gray.

I promise to love you forever Mom

And never will my promise be gone

And you know one thing is for sure

I love you beyond any time and space.

I love you Mom

I love you true

I know I'm blessed

For I have you.

...one of my fears...

FEAR OF BEING A MEMORY

When I was still a little child

I really like to run and hide

So that I cannot taste and see

The real world just in front of me.

And when I begin to grow-up

I have learned when to go and stop

So that I can safely survive

In this traffic road full of lives.

When I think of my tomorrow

Certain coldness and sadness grew

Really have a lonely feeling

I want to keep on denying.

Beyond tomorrow, what could be?

Will I still gonna face and touch thee?

Will I still laugh really loud and lively?

Or simply be a memory.

WHAT TO EXPECT

 What To Expect

             You may be wondering what is my theme for my blog. Well, honestly, I don't know what to write to a blog since I'm new to blogging. But as the days pass by, I have gained some ideas on what can be my theme for my blog. In order for me to be original, I thought of sharing some of my "handmade" poems.

             I consider poems as an expression of ones feelings and beliefs. It's an expression of what you're thinking and even what you're experiencing. I love to write poems because it makes my mind work and it also unleashes my feelings. Poems make me express myself, my feelings and my ideologies.

             I hope you would enjoy reading my poems.